SAD STORY

i want to ask you;
1) what is *soulmate*?
2) why i never meet him?
3) will he come for me?or it just in my dream?
tell me, WHY!
maybe..
1)because they're SAME
2)noone want to tell the TRUTH
3)always learn to be a LIER
4)they good to be an ACTOR
5)never think before do it somethin'
i HATE it!
where i can find HIM? in HEAVEN?